It was an exhausted month...
6 hours sleep per day...


While having sufficient of slumber...
Vanity came by...


Began to cogitate why...how...
But still cant figure it out...


Maybe is my instinct...
That's why things can never be change...


I know what I'm lacking in...
But I just can't help it...


Human ain't live in the past...
Do what you could it's enough...( From 一公升的眼泪 )

Dilemma...

You Can Over Deliver , Under Promise...
But Never Over Promise , Under Deliver...


It's Our Human Nature To Promise Someone For Something...
But If One Failed To Achieved...That Makes Him/She Become A Liar...


I Believe Most Of Us Are Inside A Box...
A Box Is Filled With Fixed Thoughts...


These Fixed Thoughts Ensure Us Not To Cross The Line...


Since We're Kid...
Our Thinking Are Fixed...


How Can We Know What Is Good If We Don't Know Anything About Bad...???


Things Can Be Very Easy Sometimes...
But The World Is Ain't That Simple...


If All Of Us Try To Break The Box...
The Equilibrium Will Collapse...


It Is A Dilemma....
There Is No Absolutely Wrong Or Right...


Remember...The Choice Is Always Ours...
Never Ever Force It To Anyone...Include Yourselves...

Bloody Final...

I used to be proud to say I was...


But now...
It makes me become a liar...


It's fair enough...
I'm natural maybe...


Two more weeks...
The bloody final will be my final shot...


But I still ain't got that will to study...
Distraction...Procrastination...


When the hell I'll start focus...
Kinda suicide...Haiz...

It is...It was...

It's been a week...
I think it's was a coincidence dat day...


But honestly...
I was enjoy and I was regret...


Kinda funny huh...?
Well...Maybe flashback wasn't dat bad...


I'm sure it was my misunderstanding...
But I just can't help myself to enjoy it...


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Although I'm walking among them...
But I'm not one of them...


Although I'm not one of them...
But I was one of them...


However those was my perspective...


No matter how hard you wish to get back...
Face it...Those are it was...Not it is anymore...


You ain't that silly that I was used to be...
Appreciate...Patience...They are the key...

Sry...

I'm sry...


I noe some coincidence tried to stop me...
I noe it was a chance for me...


I betrayed myself...
I chose the wrong way...


I'm kinda regret...
n kinda happy...


Repeat the same song all nite...
Flash back the feelings I've forgotten...


Wat I used to crazy about...
Wat I used to forgot...


But I noe it clear n rite about wat hv happened...
But I juz cant control myself...


I break wat I've promised...


I'm pathetic...
DAMN PATHETIC...

Sometimes @_@

There are lot of things we're insist...
We are stubborn in...


It was an advantages sometimes...
But how often is this sometimes...?


Maybe I never experienced before...
That's y i'm so confusing...


It's been a while...
I didn't try to concern...


The things we do outside show what's inside...


But if the inside was a mess...Full with perplexing things...
What will be the output...


People who live with their knowledge and common sense...
They're always ' healthy '...


This 'healthy ' ensure us to live...
To live in the world we design...


But...
How long can this last...

Your Call... ><

Today wasn't a delightful day...
It was raining in the afternoon for 2 hours...


This wasn't dat bad...
But when I forgot to close my window...


It's bad...
My bed was wet...


Everythg is going against me...
It's insupportable...

Since dat day...
I admit...


I miss you...


Your call...
Your voice...


I was happy...
I was nervous...


And wondering when is the next call...


I admit...
You're different...


Dat's y I never treat you like others...
The only time I'm what am I but not what I think...


It's obvious...
Isn't...

Nites of Silence

The Nites Of These Days Are Silence...
Isn't Dat Kinda Of Silence Without Sound...


A Silence With Some Sort Of Lonely...
With Some Expectations...


A Call...A Msg...
Maybe A Visit...


I Tried To Whisper...
Hope Dat Someone Can Hear...


But It's Wasting Efforts...


I Noe Wat I'm Waiting For...
I Just Don't Noe Why...


There Are Some Moment We Do Things Without Reason...
Maybe This Is It...

My Baby Dog <3

Juz Went Back To Melacca Yesterday...
Damn Happy...My Baby Dog Was There...


Isn't she cute...?


Damn Annoying...
She Suddenly Hv Lotsa Flea...
Caught 50++In Half An Hour...


Thz Is The 1st Time...
The 1st Time I Saw Her Wit Thz Much Of Flea...


Damn...
Maybe The New Flea Medicine Wasn't Dat Effective...
Make Her Suffer...@_@

Donate Blood <3

Hmm...That Day Maybe Was My Curiosity...
I Register To Donate My Blood...


It Was A Brand New Experience...
Although I Have Kinda Fear For Needle But It Was A Good Attempt For Me...


It Took About 10 Minutes To Pump Out My Blood...
I Was Damn Shock When I Saw A Package of My Blood...
I Think Almost Have 500ml...@_@


That Nurse Put That Package Of Blood on My Hand...
LoL...It's Still Warm...Feeling Like Wanna Put It On My Face...


Feeling Dizzy When I Stand Up ...
But After A Moment Everything Is Back To Normal...
I Still Can Have A Basketball Game Later On...LoL...


Donate Blood Is Amazing...
Realy...And It's For Charity...

If You Can...
Please Donate Blood...And It's 3 Month Once Only...
For Your Sake And Others Sake...

Love Magnifying...

Hear The Tears Of Rain...
Wash Away My Pain...


Once I Met You...
Once I Love You...
Once I Forget You...


Magnification of Love ...
Magnify The Reason of Love From The Begin Till The End...


Never Say It's Insane...
Because You Might Feel The Same...